ditched

this weekend very busy and successful in no time the tide changes - i get the ultimate disrespect always by the man. he ditched me at the social group with out even in the car over there say hey i have to leave early.  boo.  it freaked me out for a bit.  grr,  put that down in the T column i also got called non sens-able in a bully way.  so today i am beating myself up greatly.   so onward we go to a new start. with being fiscally irresponsibly Pizza.  I just have to sane through Europe, get all the black cats out and the ducks in the row.  
i know in some ways i set myself up for failure or too push back because i am so boring saving money not driving every where.